Women

So I suppose I'm dating this Uzbek girl and I still sort of have kate on the side, and I'm really enjoying talking to brittany on the phone now that I've got her new number. I hadn't heard from her in a long time but we seem to be kicking it oldschool, chatting it up for hours.

Why do I hang on to my old girlfriends, is it strange that I'm still friends with all of them and that it's so easy to start old love interests back up again? Maybe.

Talking with her is very nice though, it's something I miss(ed). It's hard to keep people that know you so well, know your ups and downs but mostly people that believe in you. It reminds me of American Gods, if you lose belief as a god you become weak. Sometimes I feel like that. I think that's what I'm lacking here in Florida and I'm not sure if I want to try to achieve that again. I do like wallowing around in the past but Florida doesn't seem like a worthwhile cause to me, at least this part. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to swear off friends it's just I'm content with how things are right now for this location.

School is soon so I better grab a sandwich.